토요일, 9월 30, 2006
Watching: [Wedding]
Feeling: ^o^
Heh nah im not feeling ^o^ because of [Wedding]. Its more because of heo youngsaeng!! Haha..realised i have abit too many affairs. Lol. But seriously its kinda like a deja vu feeling cos when i first started out on my korean craze, i had 3 bands that i used to love alot too n out of each band there was bound to be a 꽃미남 (pretty boi) i.e. my favourite member. Heh. N was it a coincidence? All of them were the lead singers in the group too. :)
^*Kangta from H.O.T, hyesung from Shinhwa n hwanhee from FTTS!!*^
Well im not saying they have been replaced, but now my focus is more on another 3 pple! Heh but they will always have a special place in my heart lar..*grins*
So now, my latest 3 천사s --> jaejoong (DBSK), leeteuk (SuJu) & youngsaeng (SS501)!! ^^
Ok though i dun think leeteuk is the lead vocal, his voice is still one of the best..n i think theres no need for me to further elaborate on jaejoong n youngsaeng's vocals..Heh. I wish jaejoong would go on the 1000 songs challenge one day! I think he will surely excel in it..lol. N i really love to hear clips when the 3 of them sing solo..
Haha going nuts.
Youngsaeng aja~ ^__^
Heh wait til i find more pics..time to buff up my ss501 pic collection! Haha oh btw, congrats to mrs jung for hitting 1000 dbsk pics..haha i saw in ur nick the other day..^^
Ohh lemme complain abt jang nara's character in [Wedding] for awhile. Heh. Yup angel, i decided to finish watching it afterall..so as not to 辜负 u for lending it to me. =) Oh n to rachel ssi for lending me [Ijuksa] the other day, 감사해요~ heh as i was telling her some time back, 비 is still somewhere in my heart. Dun worry! Lol.
Oh ya back to what i was saying, jang nara's character really irks me in e show. (ok, maybe her acting is too gd) She's like the one who forced the wedding, den she gets all jealous over a childhood fren, constantly finds fault with the guy n yet still hogs on to him. Erm weird, no? If i was her, i think i would have gotten a divorce long time ago lo. Whats the point being with someone who doesnt love you..
목요일, 9월 28, 2006
Listening to: UN [If the white snow falls]
Feeling: Mixture of ^_^ + >.<
Heh actually i already blogged for the day but i just couldnt resist writing abt something that i just read! Something amusing about my dear jaejoong princess that took place during the press conference for the LG Be My Choco concert..
Q: Any place that you guys want to go in thailand?
Hero: I hope to have a chance to ride an elephant here. (o_O)
Q: Your ideal gal type?
Hero: She must have beautiful hands and legs. If it is a thailand gal, i hope she is very close to elephants. [-___-]""
Heh for the benefit of mrs jung (i duno if u read it)
Uknow: Filial to parents, be serious in whatever she does, a woman who can lead me and provide me with good directions and ideas. ^^
Credits to : cassiopeiasg.com
Haha.. he is really so so so so random can...n i heard from mrs jung that he said he can carry weights with his elephant statues too.Lol. How can i not adore this dork..~*^__^*~ But really leh..wats with the elephants? Heh. Sigh if only i can be there on 1st oct for their 3rd jib comeback on inkigayo..
Heh jaejoong's handwriting is simply adorable too..though i prefer another one where he signed off with lotsa little hearts..^^
Heh kinda old pic by now..from a-nation where he ate the ultra sweet apple. (somehow it doesnt seem like an apple to me in this pic) *notes down that jj prefers salty stuff to sweet stuff*
Note: An extremely extremely cute pic of baby junsu!! Haha i gt joong's too but i think junsu's one is waaay too kawaii..heh if my baby looks like that i think i will love him to death sia..lol..^^ aiyo so cute i think i shld use this pic for 胎教 next time..hahah~
Ok last pic of the day: my latest angel..teukkie! Heh another vainpot just like jaejoong feat.the mirror..lol. My jaeteuk~ self invented couple. :)
Ohh forgot to say why my mood was bad earlier today. Credit it to failure to accomplish my ligation n transformation as expected.
Den the thing that got me quite unhappy was the fact that later swami came in when me n the guy were in the midst of discussion n he gave me that kind of 'are u sure u know wat u r doing' look again before dragging me off to his office to explain everything from A to Z again. Ehh not my fault can. Cos when he interrupted us, the guy was just talking about digesting the pgem vector (he din know it was an open vector) so swami just cut him short by giving us a shocked look, saying that there was no need to digest the pgem. Err i dun think it was me who said it lor..
So ok i just let him explain again..den i asked him about doing sequential digestion cos according to the NEB webby double digestion was not suitable for Hind III n Bam H1. N he kinda like raised his tone slightly, 'thats y i said you all shld use react 3 buffer from invitrogen!' I swear its the first time i heard that can..
Aish...
I dun even have a lab tech that is experienced enuf in my lab lo..so tell me who i shld turn to when i meet difficulties..难不成 ask me go temple burn incense n pray for answers ar..diao.
Ok being momentarily pissed does not dictate that i shld let it spoil my mood for the rest of the day..
Back to therapy time.. ^^ i lOve yOutuBe!
ps/ happy birthday to kt!!
pps/ ok total randomness here but just now when i wrote A to Z i was really thinking of dbsk's dancers..lol n their 'DongZ DongZ' cheer..heh.
Listening to: Park Sun Young [Sarang Eun Yoo Ri Gat Eun Gut]
Feeling: ^__^
Heh such a nice song!! It has been replaying in my head ever since yesterday k. Haha ok at least i saw siwon n i discovered a real nice song in [18 vs 29]. But too bad it was sung by the female lead so the voice is kinda raw. Esp since it only has guitar accompaniment. Heh but i still like it all the same.
In a good mood today cos i just finished my letter to teukkie! ^^ Haha ok i did write in korean but it was really short cos i bet there will be alot of mistakes anyway. =p Although i know it might or might not reach him or even suju, its alright~ heh. Its the thought that counts right, mrs jung? =) N im still waiting anxiously for my dbsk 3rd jib!! Heh weird album name though..
Hmm so whats that? Heh. Whatever the case is, today is the release date!! *jumps ard n hugs joong* Heh hope the preorder that cassiopeiasg is doing goes well..cos i really dun have high hopes for sg's efficiency in importing cds. Look at how long Shinhwa's State of the Art took..aish.
time for some youtubbing before i go for sch~
수요일, 9월 27, 2006
Watching: Suju cut on [Star Golden Bell]
Feeling: Amused =)
Heh i finally finished watching [18 vs 29]! Haha ok for the first time in my korean drama watching history, i actually fastforwarded the last 4 episodes abit. Heh no lar cos i really had no time to finish it so no choice lo. Anyway as what i mentioned previously, the sole reason why im watching it was only because of siwon. Heh he's such a cutie inside too but nah teukkie is still my fav member in suju. =p
Yup n i pretty liked the 2nd n 3rd male leads too. Haha realised my tendency seems to be tilting towards younger guys recently. Lol. Bet hy n juline will agree cos they always say im a paedophile anyway. Hmph~ heh but its kinda true to a certain extent lar. Hahaha..blame it on jaejoong. ^^
Heh n im so happy cos scv is gonna intro a new KBS world channel!! Yippee~~ my mum agreed to let me subscribe to it but the only thing im worried about is that it might not have the shows i wanna see..but oh well i bet it would be at least better than arirang. N i was so close to subscribing to arirang cos of [pops in seoul] k..phew..
Okie gonna go for tuit already before meeting angel n rachel for dinner tonight. My bf says she is going to grumble n vent her frustrations later..hiaks~ heh..
화요일, 9월 26, 2006
Watching: the making of DBSK & SuJu [Show me your love], SuJu drama
Feeling: Hungry
Ok i know i should be researching on my fyp right now cos i will be meeting dheen later. But as usual being the procrastinator that im, dun expect too much out of me. -___-
Ehh i seem to dread my fyp as the days go by. Its like (ok i dun imply any racial prejudice) my 2 supposedly 'lab partners' are both indians. Well theres absolutely nothing wrong about it but its just that i cant really seem to communicate effectively with them on the same level. There's somehow this racial barrier existing btw me and them. So most of the time the 2 of them will be talking to each other while i sit there smiling away like an idiot to myself.
Aish.
I am sorry n i dun mean to offend anyone but well as the adage goes, birds of the same feather flock tgt so u cant really blame me for feeling ostracized sometimes. Enuff said.
N the fact that i have to start everything all over again in dheen's lab just dampens my mood further. Mafan..
Ok think about happier things..i really hope i can save til at least a 1000 bucks by dec! My mum said that is the condition on which she will agree to consider bringing me to korea this year..heh. =) Although frankly, she had been 'promising' to bring me there for like the past few years already? Lol. Nah, i prefer to give her the benefit of the doubt this year..haha.
Hmm wanted to get hy n jn along too but hy abandoned me cos she said she wld be learning electric guitar instead. Which brings me to the topic of my salsa. When can i continue my lessons?? Aish..ohya must remind juline to go sign up for the passion card thingy too before the promotion ends.
Heh recently i have been searching high n low for perfs of [show me your love] cos i am still trying to identify this voice that is really nice. :) Its like i dunno if it belongs to lee teuk, sungmin or ryeowook but im q sure its one of them..heh i hope its lee teuk's though..n i watched the first part of their drama just now in which they had to divide into 2 teams. Haha angel if u are bored can try watching too. The first theme was horror!
Heh the pearl blue team (eunhyuk, ryeowook, kangin n donghae) one was really quite scary n kinda with a small twist in the end. Hope they won the prince team (leeteuk, yehsung, sungmin, kyuhyun n shindong) even though my teukkie is on that team. Haha he got exchanged with ryeowook which i cldnt really understand y too..but yup suju hwaiting~ ^^
Haha ok lunch time!!
월요일, 9월 25, 2006
Watching: Lee teuk vids on youtube
Feeling: Much better than just now
Heh i cant help but fall in love with this guy the more i see him. His dimples are so cute!! ^^
Hmm i apologise for the sour mood i had just now while writing the previous entry. Blog entries n diary entries are merely reflections of what u felt at that particular moment..so ok, i admit i was pissed earlier on. But thats about it. I mean u cant expect me to nurse a grudge forever right?
Ok on a much much lighter tone, i have to say leeteuk therapy works as well as jaejoong therapy! Lol. Ok enuf about them for the day. Ohh..lemme add one last thing: [18 vs 29] is something i wouldnt really catch again. Hmm i wouldnt say it was too great a show, but it wasnt that bad too lar. Budden again if it wasnt for choi siwon i guess i wldnt have thought of watching it. Heh. ^^
Actually siwon gives me the feeling that is very similar to eric. Those lady killer kinda feeling..lol. Credit that to lots of charisma that is practically oozing out from them. =) Heh cant blame them for that.
Ok time to talk abt something else. Well din go for lab today cos apparently gayathri went to msia n will only be back tmr. So, we will only be meeting prof dheen tmr at 4pm. (!) What a lousy timing. Sigh. Means i have to go for tuition late at night again. Ok i know its pretty bad to be complaining here but swami really wins hands down lo. Is there any other prof out there who doesnt really know what he is doing for the first part of the proj n so he roped in his frenS to help instead? Pls do tell me..
Argh.
Sometimes i really regret not graduating after my degree. Well as the case stands, i already took a wrong step n so i have to stick to it no matter what. Even though hy mentioned that i could graduate now..but whats the point?
Sigh guess i shld not keep harping on this. The more i think about it, the more i regret it sia. I shld have just graduated n gone to yonsei university for a yr to take my korean n i would have been a much happier child~
=(
Watching: [18 vs 29]
Listening to: DBSK [Kurigo..holding back the tears]
Feeling: Slightly out of touch with this world
Frankly, I have been gone for so long it feels odd to be back. Hmm but oh well, i finally have a chance to get a breather. Tired~
I know i was supposed to update with shinhwa's concert but guess i will have to shelf it for the moment cos i dun really feel like doing it right now. But trust me, everything is still imprinted in my mind. Though til now, it still seems more like a dream than reality that i actually saw hyesung, minwoo, junjin, dongwan, andy n eric in person. Heh. N i should have gotten cynthia or her sis to pinch me on the night of 15th sept 2006 too. Lol. Cos that feels even more surreal than 10th sept. ^^
I saw 동방신기!!
Haha ok somebody pls tell me i really did see them n i din dream the whole scenario that night.
Save for the fact that i was standing at the wrong side of the platform, i wasnt exactly in the first row, there were alot of rowdy thai fans n the extremely squeezy n sweaty atmosphere, i swear the concert could have been pure magic. Duh. But i din get as much withdrawal symptoms as i was expecting. Maybe cos on the whole, it wasnt that enjoyable. -__-
The only thing that makes me think the hefty $193 tix was worth it --> that i saw kim jaejoong upclose!! How do i say..i think he is the epitome of perfectness in this otherwise fallible world.
Trust me when i say there is simply no other like him..
So i was pretty pissed when i kept hearing rumours about him undergoing cosmetic surgery. I dun give a damn about whether it is true or not because when i mean he is perfect, he is impeccable in every single way n not just his looks. Pls kindly take a step back n realise what kind of person he is, with your heart n not your eyes. N then stop bringing up this topic with me if u aim to point out that kim jaejoong is just another pretty plastic doll. Lets just say we are of a different league. Clear?
Aish.
I dun mean to be harsh but sometimes pple can be so insensitive. If i dun go around criticising pple u love, pls refrain from doing that to pple i love. Its just unacceptable, k? Period.
N if i must repeat myself again, i really try my best to love everybody around me. The possibility of me flaring up is like rarer than the blue moon lo. BUT i mean it when i say i love dbsk much more than i love myself. N sorry to say, but there is a certain threshold to how much criticism i can tolerate, just in case there are pple out there who havent realised it.
Sometimes, i crave to be left in my own world much more than anything else in this world...
월요일, 9월 11, 2006
Feeling: Dreamy n dazed
Heh dreamy n dazed sounds more like some ice cream flavour. Lol.
Yup, i just had my Shinhwa State of the Art concert yesterday!! ^^ Haha i loved it except for the fact that i was pretty much squashed up during the 2 hours.
Heh i know my sis begs to differ..cos i just read her entry about the concert. Was the turnout that bad? Hmm. I couldnt really see though cos i was way in front. N i must say it was super squeezy in front cos everyone just kept pushing n pushing. Esp erm some particular fans from some particular country. Shall not name countries here in case i get bombarded. =p
But ya they kept pushing n this ger behind me kept filming almost the entire thing lor. Den first she put some balloon between me n yunling den she attempts to insert her whole arm past us. N she kept leaning her whole arm on my back or my left shoulder. Idiot. Heng she ran away fast enough after the concert..
But yup lemme recall my entire Sunday here cos i intend to print out the entire entry n paste it on my diary! Lol. Cos i dowan to repeat the same thing twice lar n I really wish to imprint everything in my mind, n better still, in black n white. =p
Here goes:
9am- Woke up n saw yunling's msg that she woke up with a headache cos it was too early so she will be meeting me at somerset mrt at 1020 to go tgt.
1020am- She msged me that she will be slightly late so I hopped off the train at orchard to go toilet + see if shinhwa’s 8th jib, state of the art was out. N yesh, so I bought it n it came with a free poster too! I saw SM town summer album too but I din buy cos too broke le..=(
1050am- Finally took 16 from outside orchard emerald n we were on our way to our final destination of the day: National indoor stadium! ^^
1115 am- Reached the place and went looking for the premier entrance where the queue was to be. Heh n this uncle saw us wandering ard so he threw us a ‘walk straight, turn left’ without us saying anything n den he cycled off. Lol. Finally found the queue n yunling introduced me to her sis, Esther as well as her sis’s fren, Muriel. Heh. Both very nice gers. Oh a word of mention, they were there since this morning ard 6+, 7 am lydat. *thanks a lot!!* There were already 2 groups in front of us, so we were the 3rd grp BUT the first ones in the PA block!! Haha. The other 2 groups belonged to the PB block. Phew~ So me n yunling took over the queue gingerly.
12pm- Were getting slightly restless alreade cos of the lousy weather. Twice it threatened to rain so everyone got up den in the end only very slight drizzle before the sun showed its face again n we sat down again. (Up & down, up & down. Aish) So our umbrellas were almost opened all the time. Spent the time talking crap n listening to esther telling us about shinhwa’s news. Apparently, some of the members went clubbing the night before. Minwoo was seen dancing to the wall. Haha. N hyesung din go after failing to shake off the fans. Phew~ that wld have really ruined his image. Ok got extra news but shall not write it here cos its not exactly sth I wanna spread ard online. Oh n yunling ate her guo tiao that she bought on the way.
1230pm- Erm shall mention this cos it was part of the memories, albeit unpleasant. Lol. Nah it was just that got this woman (I din say auntie very nice le but yes I shld think she belonged to that age range) who was the 2nd group behind us. She’s related to the above country that I mentioned earlier. N she was just super noisy n being super nosey as well. She went to talk to the security, went to talk to the pple infront, behind n also us lar. Main purpose?
"eh do u all have a leader? I think u all cannot let anymore pp in. When we came this morning, dun have so many pp in front. If u all say got how many pp now, its how many pp. So if they come later than 1pm, we will ask the security guard."
(here yunling told me: err call police also they wun help lor..yesh I agree sia) Err try to imagine this not thin, not young, voice not low, voice not soft, tone not nice woman n u would know what I mean. I think everyone else practically ignored her. But she was a good distraction of time. Haha.
2pm- (I told u she makes time pass fast le. Lol.) The weather was really mercurial n so finally the guards decided to move the whole queue further in n within the shaded area. Think it was the carpark. FINALLY. Super hot lor. Oh den came another few gers. The total we had was ten I think. Me, yunling, esther, Muriel, Kelly, huishi, n 4 more gers who weren’t introduced to me. Lets erm name one of them X cos I will mention abt her later. =) Huishi is very cute. Haha. Looks like those jap ger with rosy cheeks n cute hair one.
To be continued...
수요일, 9월 06, 2006
Feeling: Sick + Busy = Dead
Ok i dun think i will be back for at least quite a while cos i really cant cope le. Sigh. Heng i din sign up for any salsa or yoga class as yet or else i really can kill myself by overdosage of committments liao.
N i was still hoping my final year wouldnt be that hectic.
Dream on, huh.
Firstly, the fact that shawn's prelims start on the 11th sept to 21st sept, followed by lionel's finals in early oct n followed by shawn's O levels in early nov does nothing to alleviate my stress. BUT, if the 2 of them had been consistent all along i guess i would have been much happier. As the case goes, im destined to be unhappy. >__< So ya, i kinda expect like tuition at least every other day if not everyday?
Everybody ask me to think of the $.. err i suddenly prefer time to $.
Secondly, my prof is suddenly back, (of all time)the funds are finally granted, i can go back lab ==> but i still haven pretty much made up my mind if that is a good or bad thing. I mean i know i wanna embark on my fyp soon but ya now is not exactly the time..but again, i dun have a choice in this.
Thirdly, i dunno why yr 4 LSM mods must be so irritating but there are like grp PBLs for all my 3 mods! Sigh. At least for physio, its done. But there are like 3 more for toxicology (but no presentation, just report) n 1 for advanced cell bio which i simply loathe cos it was an impromptu decision on the lecturer's part n its a presentation too. In front of the LT. N i dun even know how to find a grp cos there's only me n angel n we hardly know anyone there. Arrghhh...n the info finding part is super time consuming lor...
4thly, I still have my korean class every wed which although does not require as much time as i used to spend on jap but still... needs time to do homework n memo dialogue n vocab lor..
5thly, I have not started reading up on my lect notes so i hardly understand most of it til now!! =( N lo n behold, i have a CA coming up this month on the 2oth.. *god bless me*
6thly, I have been down with flu n sore throat since mon nite.
Lastly, ok i admit this will definitely cost me alot of time but its worth it (at least to myself), so i dun really care. Just my luck they had to hold their concerts so near thats all. Yes i will be going for shinhwa's concert this coming sun on the 10th n 5 days later in the same week i will be over in thailand watching DBSK's concert on the 15th.
Seriously, i dunno if i shld be smiling or frowning.
But ya i was pretty happy making the stuff for the concert. Heh.
Ok yup, end of my story. So in short, i guess i wun be back anytime this week unless my prayers get answered, a miracle happens, n i can finish my PBL1 for toxic smoothly n manage to find a way to solve my lack of time..
토요일, 9월 02, 2006
Watching: the last few epis of suju [full house]
Feeling: Extremely Spazzy n over the mOOn! ^^
Heh i love lee teuk /ee teuk!! Haha i pref it spelt with an 'L' in front though. He's so cute when he wears specs. Think some pple are just born to wear specs. *Think bae yong jun, lee teuk, eunhyuk n of cos jaejoong!* Lol.
Im in seventh heaven today cos guess what??
I am going to tvxq LG 'Be my chocolate' concert after all!!
^^ *grins like mad*
Haha im really becoming nuts soon. N super junior will be the guests again~ :Woot:
I was like tryin so hard to plead with my mum to let me go after cynthia told me that she n her sis will be going. N my efforts finally paid off! Albeit at a heavy price though. Cos i think i might be selling my piano...Sad sia. =(
But since i barely touched it nowadaes n i also dun really fancy it (cos of a defective F key), i think i shall sell it ba. Hmm angel u cant play with it the next time u come my place le! But nvm i promised myself when i work in the future, i will save up enuf money to reward myself with a new piano. Heh.
No choice, i need money desperately~ unless anyone wanna offer to sponser? Lol.
Haha think alot of pple will think im crazy to sell my piano off in exchange to go thailand to see tvxq but nah its alright if u cant understand what i feel. Daijoubu~ I mean kwenchanayo~ ^^ Aish im getting my jap n korean all mixed up recently.
Haha i just cant think straight lar.
Im too happy for words! :)
But i really hope i can stay at the same hotel as them..does anyone know where they will be staying?
Heh ok silly me..but hopefully i can find out! *crosses finger*
ps/i can finally recognise all my suju bois!! haha..ok cept for kyuhyun cos i hardly see him around. Now its time to start learning to differentiate their voices~ Gimme err at least a week? Lol. But i need their first album!! ~_~
Haha look at lee teuk~ he's so fine! lol..
Heh he's the one in yellow n my all time fav specs! even eunhyuk looks nice here...
금요일, 9월 01, 2006
Listening to: Jaejoong [Insa] over n over again
Feeling: Sad, happy, amazed, restless n sian.
Yes its a whole avalanche of emotions that im feeling right now. Cant really pinpoint exactly how n what im feeling but ya..just kinda sian n not wanting to do anything ba. Its like i should be happy cos of something but on the other hand, i feel sad too cos of another thing.
Mrs jung just told me wanjun's fren knows jaejoong personally! >,< Argh im green with envy. Sigh. N she even said that there was once jaejoong called her to talk cos he was bored. ?!?!
[-_____-}
Why do some people have all the luck in the world n not leave a single trace of it to other people in the world?
Aish..
hmm dun be sad k mrs jung...*hugs mrs jung + baby + marshmallow*
Im beginning to love jaejoong's voice more n more by the day..n i have to admit, he is really a godsend..what else can i say. ^^
Pics!
Oh my i really love it when he smiles n tries to cover with his hand~
Heh dear jaejoong, wat are u thinking of?
Ahh he's pointing towards somewhere!! so cute!!
Ok this brings tears n makes my heart ache everytime i see pics of him with crutches..all the pain that he was holding back in order not to let his fans feel sad..=((( jaejoong u mus never do this again!!
Heh i wonder who the sweetie just called..he's smiling to himself!
Ahh i cant help but fall in love with him all over again...